Have a little faith in me

" Sometimes I feel like I don't have a partner... sometimes I feel like my only friend is the city I live in...

Lonely as I am, together we cry..."

I dont' get it, is it me? I recently have this problem, my friends, the people I love and care for are simply so distant, I hate to think that maybe I'm the problem, that maybe they don't enjoy my company, but then again I think that the truth is they simple are blinded by new sights... I just hope that they look back and realize what they might lose...


I feel lonely...

I miss you so badly.

High and Dry

I woke up late today, as I frequently did this winter. I'm getting used to the idea of the new challenges that are about to arrive. I don't feel ready nor confident. I'm scared. I don't know what it is that will come, and to be honest, I still don't want to although it seems inevitable.

I hope to have the strength, knowledge, and will to achieve my goals. In the other hand, time is now going to be scarce for anything that isn't a school matter. So as you might notice, the opportunities we had to be in contact during the week might have been the last ones, at least for a while. I just wish we had talked a little bit before I returned to my well chosen career. Anyway, maybe you just had no time or didn't want to find it, so later on we'll see that.

I'm afraid to lose you, I have this feeling inside telling me that things might change between us and how can I fight it if you aren't giving me any weapons to defend myself from them?

I hope that in time you simply get the point of this and begin to communicate a little more...

"Nobody said it was easy, it's such a shame for us to part.....nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard... "

Fake Plastic Trees

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Originally uploaded by kaos 2.

You left yesterday, and with you a part of me. It was an odd feeling.. the moment I heard your plane fly inside me something was being pulled, until it was no longer with me, I knew what it was, and where it went. I was certain that till we meet again I will feel that missing piece of me.

You must be asleep by now, I just hope you are well.

I miss you.

Tears on my pillow...

It's a new year and with it comes a new heartache... why on earth do I have to be this way? Other people are suffering because of my love for someone and I'm suffering for this person's love... We just had a small conversation and guess what, I'm staying again in this city watching how my beloved one parts and this time we won't even see each other to say goodbye at least... now that's what I call... #$!°%&# pain.

"I long for your embrace every single day, to meet you in this place and see you face to face... I can feel your presence here with me, suddenly I'm lost within your beauty, caught up in the wonder of your touch, here in this moment I surrender to your love..."

And all I longed to tell you was I love you.