A thousand years...

I can't remember the last time I was here, sharing my feelings with you... Seems like forever and a the same time, it feels like yesterday when I wept, felt hurt or lonely.  

Today I've decided to share what might be the last entry for this blog.  

All those years when I felt sad, unable to understand why I always had to be the one that gave everything and ended up with nothing... well I guess God had a surprise for me.

So yes, my image proves it... I'm getting married to an amazing man. One of a kind,  someone I'm not afraid of sharing my life with. A real tale prince, a gentleman and a caring person. He taught me how to live, love and trust again... he suffered my rage, my weakness, my closed mind and heart and still stood there, waiting for me to realise he would never give up on me... He made me feel worth it, he proved to be honest, to love me, to understand me... and for that,  I am forever grateful.

I said yes without a doubt on my mind the night he asked me to marry him. Today I can't wait to become his wife and be forever his. 


If you ever get to read all this, know for certain that I've never ever loved the way I love you, and there will be no other love for me and never has since I met you.  

" The day we met, frozen I held my breath, right from the start  I knew that I'd found a home for my heart...
I have died everyday waiting for you, darling don't be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years... I'll love you for a thousand more.."