Please forgive me...

moon-03
Originally uploaded by kaos 2.

I guess it was a good-bye after all...

I expected a little more from you, but things had to be done this way... I'd like to quote some words: " If I love you a little more than I should... please forgive me I know not what I do..."
Now I have someone that loves me, someone who really thinks I'm great, and that only wants me to be happy. And guess what? I like all that attention, and I'm going to start something with that person even if later on you might get the point and realize what you lost.
I loved you with everything I am, and you know it.. I still do, but now I'm keeping it deep inside of me, and giving me an opportunity to begin a new love story, hoping with all my heart that I won't blow it up again...
Take care... and remember I'll always be there... I'm still your faithful friend.

Always on my mind

jarty priti
Originally uploaded by kaos 2.

Days have passed and now you seem distant, I know the reason, but wasn't it you who wanted things to be this way? I guess you never thought I was able to make up my mind and move on... now you know how wrong you were. I still love you, that's something I have to live with, but in the other hand something suprising is happening, maybe I found someone else to learn from, to treat me as I deserve, to appreciate every thing I do... maybe you did that but did you ever let me know?
I don't know what it is that'll come, all I know is that I'm about to find out... and the astonishing part is that even though I'm frightened I'm willing to try, I won't run away this time...

I love you and miss you as badly as always...

Could it be any harder...

I finally let you go... as I said before, I couldn't lose you because I never had you... but you did lose me, because without wanting it, you always had me.

I want to move on, to be loved. I want to find out whatever there is to find out. I need to be loved and to feel safe. So even though I'm in pain right now, even though I love you and always will, I must do this. You need your freedom, so have it, take it, it's yours... I have my own and be sure I'll use it to find my happiness...

Take care my love...