Time has told me..

How would you feel if you heard some words your heart isn't able to believe? What would you do if you knew there must be truth in those words but pride, pain, or you name it, won't allow you to trust again? What would you do if deep inside of you those words were able to touch a sensible part of your soul? What would you do if suddenly that imaginary balance you are trying to have is once again being broken? Would you take a chance? Would you feel those words are a total lie, specially when day after day you keep noticing the opposite of what you are now listening? Oh how I hate feeling this weak.. I just can't stand this... You can't imagine how much thought I've given to those words about you. Anyway I as always, shall stay "cool" and let it be.. soon I must recover from this downfall..

"You don't form in the wet sand.. you don't form at all.."

Unwell..

This week wasn't exactly the best week I had.. And yesterday was one of the worst days of it. It can all be described using 2 words: " I crashed". Yes, I had a car accident yesterday when I was heading home.. to sleep. I still feel so bad, I fell asleep while I was driving.. fought against it, but at the end it was stronger than me. I'm glad that nobody got hurt, and the damage we'll, it's the price I have to pay to be writing this lines today. Still I can't help thinking so many stupid but true things.. I could've ended up worse. I could've killed someone in that state, caused so much pain, or in the other hand, maybe today I wouldn't be here.

Thank God that I'm alive, and that nothing serious happened. Angels must've been there with me, even the person I crashed with told me so many things that made him have such a kind reaction towards me, that I had to think, something or someone must've been taking good care of me in that moment..

I love you my friends, and I love my life and family.

" I won't cry, won't shed a tear.. just as long as you stand by me, stand by me... So darling, darling, stand by me.."