Someday we'll know...

Time is playing a joke on me.. It's been so little since you've been gone and I already miss you.. It's a bit funny because I was getting used to the idea of you being far away, but now that the distance is greater than ever I just can't help it... I keep thinking of you. My situation isn't as hard as it seems, but every night before I fall asleep I recall your words, your arms hugging me and it's simply impossible not to long for your presence, you've always been there for me. If only I knew how you are feeling. Be sure that come what may you will never lose that place you have in my heart... even if our lives keep going on different paths. Hope that continent treats you well and may you never forget that back home a heart beats happier with only the sound of your voice.

" If I could ask God one question...Why aren't you here with me... ? "

There's something about you...

Day one...

The count down begins.. You are now gone, but only for a few months, so I must be strong. Yesterday was a terribly sad day for me, and our good-bye couldn't possibly be a phone one.. I had to see you and hug for the last time before your departure.. Even though I couldn't stay long, watching your smile, your eyes, that new haircut and feeling you close one more time was everything for me at the time. Still is. The fact is once more I couldn't say I love you, but I'm sure you knew it when you saw me trembling, and nervous searching for you. I think you'll never imagine how glad I was to hear you behind me calling my name.. I could hardly see anything and you finding me wasn't exactly the plan but it worked for me...

I really hope you remember from time to time that you have someone that truely cares for you back home.

I'll be waiting for the day you'll return. Waiting to listen to all your adventures and memories...

" You're a heart attack.. just the kind I like.. "