High and Dry

I woke up late today, as I frequently did this winter. I'm getting used to the idea of the new challenges that are about to arrive. I don't feel ready nor confident. I'm scared. I don't know what it is that will come, and to be honest, I still don't want to although it seems inevitable.

I hope to have the strength, knowledge, and will to achieve my goals. In the other hand, time is now going to be scarce for anything that isn't a school matter. So as you might notice, the opportunities we had to be in contact during the week might have been the last ones, at least for a while. I just wish we had talked a little bit before I returned to my well chosen career. Anyway, maybe you just had no time or didn't want to find it, so later on we'll see that.

I'm afraid to lose you, I have this feeling inside telling me that things might change between us and how can I fight it if you aren't giving me any weapons to defend myself from them?

I hope that in time you simply get the point of this and begin to communicate a little more...

"Nobody said it was easy, it's such a shame for us to part.....nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard... "