Tears on my pillow...

It's a new year and with it comes a new heartache... why on earth do I have to be this way? Other people are suffering because of my love for someone and I'm suffering for this person's love... We just had a small conversation and guess what, I'm staying again in this city watching how my beloved one parts and this time we won't even see each other to say goodbye at least... now that's what I call... #$!°%&# pain.

"I long for your embrace every single day, to meet you in this place and see you face to face... I can feel your presence here with me, suddenly I'm lost within your beauty, caught up in the wonder of your touch, here in this moment I surrender to your love..."

And all I longed to tell you was I love you.