Don't cry

Lately I've noticed I have some issues with myself... It's not that I hate me... It's just that I keep having this inner things going on with me.. I keep listening to my mind or my heart but there seems to be no middle point. Nevertheless, this time I think and feel that I know what must be done... I'm a good person with great feelings and I deserve not to be let down as often as I have been. I've been loved but in some point it's not enough, I need more than that, not only vain words, or a few promises, some unkept, some halfly kept... now even mine are losing the strength in which such things were made... and believe me I feel even worse because I usually keep my promises... Somewhere in the road my bruises lacked the attention they should've had.. the consequences are clear now.. I still bleed. I can't trust , even if I try, the same things that caused my pain. Everyone deserves second chances, but a third, fourth one? Call it instinct... but things are either taken too swiftly or not taken care of at all.
Hope to work things out as I intend to...

"Something is changing inside you and don't you know..."

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