Missing you...

Love, the strongest and most beautiful feeling of all, can also be the most difficult to understand or to handle... when can we know if what we feel is love? When can we know for sure that our feelings are true? Is it when every cell in your body shivers at the sight of that special person? Or maybe when your heart beats stronger and faster than a minute ago just because you heard his or her voice? Is there a way to know? Why can't we just find a blood test that turns blue if you're truely in love and stays the same way if it isn't so? I just wish I could know what I'm feeling now... and what's even harder, what are You are feeling too..

There are moments where strength and confidence are needed to find those things out, but right now, I guess I'm too afraid of you... of knowing my true feelings and maybe discovering that yours aren't the ones I dream of.

Don't run, don't hide, just face the fact that I'm here, just as you are... and that for some reason you met me.. Be sure that, come what may, I'm grateful for the time you spent with me.

" I can't stand another night, stand another night.. without you..."

Forever and for always...

It's human nature to run away from things that might end up changing our entire lives... even if the change might be for good. Today I'm not running, I'm staying right where I am, because it's where I chose to be. I'm fighting to reach my dreams and make them come true. I'm stronger than I thought I was, and now, knowing that I deserve the best of life cause I give the best of me in every day... my will to continue won't fade away.

I've got my mind made up, my eyes are set on a target, and my heart has made the decision... The point of no return has been passed... and I'm glad.. so ready or not, the new me is on the road...

Don't take it bad, it's not you, it's me... It is me because I won't receive less than I expect, It is me the one who has chosen not to settle for this... I want more...

" I'm keeping you forever and for always..."