Could it be any harder...

I finally let you go... as I said before, I couldn't lose you because I never had you... but you did lose me, because without wanting it, you always had me.

I want to move on, to be loved. I want to find out whatever there is to find out. I need to be loved and to feel safe. So even though I'm in pain right now, even though I love you and always will, I must do this. You need your freedom, so have it, take it, it's yours... I have my own and be sure I'll use it to find my happiness...

Take care my love...