Running

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Originally uploaded by kaos 2.

Oh dear God... Help me, I'm desperate. I thought I was strong, thought I could handle the situation, that I would be ready... but now that the time has arrived, I realize I'm not. My heart aches with every day that goes by. I don't know if I'll stand this, don't know what I'll do when I see my beloved one again. Time doesn't seem to pass when I know about you and all of a sudden, I have to return to my reality, the one in which you aren't with me, the one I chose, the one I'm not sure will last.

"don't make me want to give up..."

Why did you have to push me out of your life?