Angels

As I said before, I decided to start all over again... and I did it. I now have a partner to walk by my side holding my hand and taking care of me. It's great. I might still don't love my increible mate as I loved you but it's only a matter of time. I'll call my love " T ". " T " is winning day after day my heart... I do love " T " that's the good part of all this. Every once in a while I think about you and ask myself why you couldn't love me, why didn't you want to take a chance with me, to work things out. Now you might be thinking that the distance would've done what is now happening, but let me tell you that those thoughts weren't true, I would've loved you as much as I could if you would've tried. No one could've gotten near me because I wouldn't have allowed it. Now it's too late, you finally made me give up and with that came the opportunities for others to try to have my love. This is the part where " T " appears. "T " gave me support, understanding and above all, unconditional love, having to hide all those beautiful feelings because I wasn't ready... Hearing me with loving ears when I cried for you, when I talked about wonderful moments with you... can you imagine that?? "T " loved me so much and didn't care if I was loving someone else, stood there and patiently waited for the time that I could give myself another chance. So now you see I'm still alive, I still can fly because my wounded wings were healed by " T " 's loving hands.

I LOVE YOU "T".. HOPE SOMEDAY I'LL LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS YOU LOVE ME...

"and through it all you offer me protection, a lot of love and affection, whether I'm right or wrong... "