Monday, May 16, 2005

Fall to pieces...

Well... now I'm 21. Who would've thought I'd actually make it this far. My birthday was great, my friends here celebrated with me and it was incredible. I had almost everyone I wanted near me with me. I recieved msgs and calls from those who were far away... but you, the one I cared for so long, didn't seem to care.

I can't believe this still hurts so much. In one hand I have what I've always wanted, what I thought I could have with you, with someone else; and in the other hand I can't totally enjoy it 'cause you're still "painted on my heart". Why must life be this way? Why is it so hard to keep you out of my mind? Why must every single place remind me of you? Why must I act as if it wasn't this way? Why can't I stop loving you? Don't get me wrong, I do love my couple.. and very much, but that love is barely growing, and our good-bye is still so recent.

21 years old and my soul feels so worn out.

1 Comments:

Blogger Begüé said...

A la torre karla, ¿de quien estamos hablando? tal vez conozco la respuesta, tal vez no...jeje pero te puedo decir que es profundo y doloroso. Mejor comete un chocolate :P jaja recuerda que hay una frase qeu dice: "nunca dejes de sonreir pues no sabes quien se enamorara de tu sonrisa" asi que sigue el consejo y en efecto, desahogate y recuerda que tienes muchos hombros en quien apoyarte...el mio es uno de ellos. Tqm Noé

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